last night a single

Short post hopefully.
Last night I’m sleeping single. Tomorrow I’m a wife. Yay!
Part of me happy because its my most important day in my whole life. Another part happy because I really cannot wait to get all of this over with soon!!! VERY SOON!!!!

The journey to get to that happiness has been fraught with so much challenges. If one wants to really feel being tested, one should handle planning your own wedding. Yourself.

Its almost midnight, 11.28pm to be precise. I sneaked in upstairs alone in my room, taking a break from all the hubbub downstairs where everyone is struggling to keep their eyes open, working on things which should’ve been done yesterday. But let’s be real, since when things happen when they’re supposed to happen right? Not usually, not unless they’re forced. Probably my wedding preparation has not been previously forced enough that it has now brought us to this moment in time when everyone’s still bustling around downstairs when we should all be sleeping or chatting or resting for tomorrow.

I am slightly struggling to keep myself awake also, despite everyone telling me to go sleep because even if I do sleep, chances are, I can’t be peaceful at it.

Neway, tired or not, I am still excited about tomorrow.

Hope everything goes well tomorrow coz come tomorrow, I will not want to care whatsoever about what happens everywhere else or about anything else but how I look and feel. I should have no care at all in the world tomorrow except be happy.

Goodnight world.