This sucks... maybe not...

I'm not in my best emotional-mental condition right now (as illustrated in the last post).

To make it worse, early tomorrow morning, I have to go to work for the first time ever this year on a Saturday! just 29days! to my wedding (when I should be busy planning for my coming wedding). It's not even my work. Its a lymphoma patients' day, (you can tell, by the word lymphoma alone, this has got nothing to do with my drug or me). But in the spirit of team work, (that's the bosses way of telling us we have to work in order to excuse their absences because they, (the ones in charge of the drug) are the ones who are supposed to be here), I've to be there at Penang General Hospital to help a colleague organize it. And all I can claim is just the usual mileage. Nothing extra!?

Crap!!

Well maybe the lymphoma patients will cheer me up tomorrow. Certainly they must have it worse than me, right?

I hope I can be happy, if not for myself then at least for all these people I'm meeting tomorrow to help give them hope and happiness.